Cogito

(To my esteemed flist, please scroll along, don't even bat an eye at this because this is the most self-indulgent fannish dirge I've ever spouted in my entire life)

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Oh lordie... I feel like it had been a while since I'd indulged in anything remotely fannish, and I thought I'd already gotten over *that phase* but apparently not, because Twilight happened, and Jacob Black happened... Like, the first time I watched Twilight I thought it was cringey (no offense) and another one of those terrible (not too terrible) book-to-movie adaptations, but as time went on I started to unironically enjoy it. Actually, I read the books first, thought it was fun, then watched the movies - I stopped watching the second movie, was it New Moon? Think it was. Anyway, I stopped watching after finishing the second because I lost interest, and that was well over a year ago. Now, ok, one or two weeks ago I got a wee bit too bored and decided, "Hey, I never really finished Twilight, I should give the third movie another go." And that was when it started.

Ngl, Jacob Black's character took a turn for the worse by the third movie, though I feel like I don't really have to explain it. But my GOD is he so gorgeous! Like, drop-dead gorgeous! Jeez Taylor Lautner. And to think I never really fluttered my eyelashes at him during the first film! He was soooo cute as well, what with his long hair and bundle-of-joy personality!! On God!!! Haaaaa *dreamily looks at his photos* Then of course his cuteness never really went away when he cut his hair off. He had... a certain kind of cuteness... and GOD he was SEXY. *fans at myself*

I wouldn't say I'm *that* obsessed either. *hides the two self-insert ficlets I produced over the past week* Call it... an appreciation for beauty! Aesthetics, if you will. The nature of beauty...

...And the nature of his biceps...

*Ahem*... I feel compelled to insert the photos I managed to collect earlier, hehe... (If you haven't scrolled away yet, now's the time - trust me)